8. Psalms

Hello!

This Psalm was hard for me to write. If you haven't picked up on it yet, I am a Christian and I spend a lot of time reading the Bible.  So I am quite familiar with Psalms. I didn't want to just force myself to write a psalm, so I decided to just wait. And eventually, I came to the point where God put these words on my heart. 

The psalms are incredible because they are rich with emotion and passion. Its the intimate picture of the image of true worship. I took so long to write this poem because I wanted to wait until I had such an intimate moment with God myself, so that my feeling would be real. 

I hope you enjoy!

Desolate Heart

9/30/2011

My head hurts, lack of water.

So I drink my tears instead of rain.

My soul grows dark and decrepit,

Gnarled trees and choking dust

Penetrate the flesh of my beating heart.

The sky is more black than blue,

The wind more burning than relieving.

Auguries of bitterness wing their way inside,

Perching in the shadows of my contempt.

And pulsating with sickly blood cells,

I rake my nails across the ruined soil.

And feel in my palms the depth of my loss.

My irises fade from black to white

Soulless, empty, and astray.

O Lord, you hold my heartbeats,

O God, you see my pain.

Deliver me from my own distress,

Untangle me from my sinful self.

Stretch out your hand against my iniquity,

And shed your light upon the dark forest

That has taken up residence inside my soul.

Satisfy my thirst with your Holy word,

And engulf my heart with your mighty flood.

For I would rather drown in you

Than live in the drought of myself.

Cut off my enemy—my misguided self

And walk me through the shadows of death.

Behold, I come before you, make me whole again.

7. Thunderstorms

I don't like this one. :( I just have nothing better. I wrote this at the end of July, but nothing has better has come. So here is number 7. 

Thunderstorm

8/29/11

When the storm is coming

I can feel it in the air.

The breath in my lungs turns sour

With the heat drumming into the day.

The sunlight secretes humidity,

So I require gills to breathe.

It grasps at my hair and pulls it around,

And sticks to my furrowed brow.

And it takes me around the throat,

And forces me to lie still on the earth,

As the anger of Nature fills up the sky

And builds its potential rage.

And then it all falls,

First the pressure, then the rain.

And the wind makes its way

As the thunderstorm breaks.

6. Cold Mountain, North Carolina

Hello again!

This poem is not really about Cold Mountain, North Carolina because I have never been there. However, I did a lot of research about the place and determined that it was a lot like the mountains that I am currently residing in, which would be the Blue Ridge mountains around Goshen, Virginia. So this poem was truly inspired by Goshen, though I did throw in a mention to Cold Mountain. (See if you catch it. :) )

I'm not sure how I feel about this poem, but I don't know how to make it better. So please enjoy it and leave a good critique.

Cold Mountain

8/2/2011

The trees here echo

With the cacophony

Of ten thousand cicadas

And locusts.

The world is lush and green,

And scorching hot in the summer,

Despite the ironic name.

And I drip from moments

Like dew dousing the leaves,

Settling in the heat of the day.

I pull the stars over me at night

To keep myself warm from darkness,

And fall asleep to the Whip-poor-wills.

And my sigh will rustle leaves,

As I breathe deep the musty decay

That accompanies rotting foliage.

And I will piece myself together

In the reflection of rain-stained pools,

As I contemplate my mountain,

And what it is I hide.

5. South by Southwest

Hello again!

This poem is a different style than I normally write, so I'm not sure how I feel about it. When I googled South By Southwest I learned it was a music festival in Austin, so I intended to try and write about something like that.

But the first thing I thought of when I heard this title was the desert, and before I knew it this poem came out. I really like it, even though I strayed from my usual style. I hope you enjoy it, as well.

Just For One Night

7/16/11

Just for one night,

Let me fall asleep

To the gentle rhythm

Of desert rain.

To the hiss of liquid

Greeting the earth

Which has missed it so long.

Let my eyes close around

The night kissing the sun

Goodbye.

Let my skin crack in the sun,

Like a snake, as I drink life from its

Solar light.

Let my breath become ragged,

As the dust steals the air

From my lungs.

Let my memories puddle

Like an oasis hidden

By empty mirages.

Just for one night,

Let my tears dry

My heart fall

My body break

And my bones disintegrate,

Until I become one

With the sand.

4. Tenuous

I have not forgotten you! I have been away at Boy Scout camp since the beginning of June, and I have been working on these poems in my sparse spare time. 

Now, onto Tenuous. This theme came at a perfect time because I feel rather Tenuous. I had intended to write a fourth stanza, but one month later and I still can't find the words, so I guess this poem just doesn't want to budge anymore. Its rather dreary, but I was in a bit of a dreary mood when it was written.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy!

Tenuous

 7/7/11

Like lead that seeps into my mind,

And weighs my body down.

Dragging my breath away from me

And carving away my crown.

I let my strength evaporate,

While crawling with my shame.

I cannot stand to reason here

Against my holy name.

And my bones will turn to brittle

As I think myself away.

While uselessly I rationalize

My excuses to decay.

3. Pulchritude

Hello! It has been a while since my last post, but I have been busy! I work at a camp in the summer and the work and internet have been difficult. I wrote this last week but just now finishied the editing.

I had never heard of Pulchritude before, so this was a fun poem to work with. Pulchritude means physical beauty, so I based this poem on a proverb that reads, "Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord should be praised!" 

So here is my Pulchritude. Enjoy!

Wilted

6/14/11

She stains her lips with regret,

A crimson color for tonight.

Velvet—like rose petals—

Once used to whisper praise.

Clothed in silk and treachery,

She walks on needles, purposefully.

She seeks to dazzle like the stars,

But diamonds will suffice for now.

She dabs her skin so nervously,

Cursing God, who gave her freckles.

Hoping that soil will cover her shame,

Grave digging for sake of complexion.

But the looking glass tells no soothing lies,

Her listless secrets lying awake inside.

Her soul buried deep within pulchritude,

She can’t help flinch as her eyes shine through.

Her charm seduces emphatically,

As her beauty threatens to waver.

But her spirit clashes violently

With the spirit that compels her.

And she will drink the night away,

And dance her feelings high,

But deep within her attitude,

A little child sits and cries.

2. Carbon

Hello again!

I am doing a pretty poor job with taking my time on these poems, but I am just so completely satisfied with this one that I decided to post it anyway. But don't worry, I know that it will probably need work and I am willing to accept your critiques. 

This poem is a rather personal reaction for me. Carbon will always mean the building block of life for me, (and the substance my archery arrows are made from!), so I was musing over what type of life-poem I wanted to write. That night I dreamed I was spending time with two of my friends whom I have not seen in a year. It was an oddly normal, but characteristically real dream for me. We were simply hanging out and doodling. Nothing out of the ordinary. 

But here's the thing: one of those friends passed away three weeks ago.

The dream didn't make me sad, really, it just reminded me of his going. The first stanza I wrote is actually the second to last stanza in this poem. It flowed into me easily after I woke up. 

So here is my poem, and I have named it in honor of the person who inspires me still, after his death.

~*~*~*~*~ 

Benjamin

6/6/11

A shadow crossed my consciousness,

A Haunting in my dream.

A voice from moments long ago,

You’re gentle laugh to hush my scream.

But sunlight eats your energy,

Leaving my eyes to dry.

With fog-encrusted mentality,

I know it was you I did espy.

But my heart remembers softly,

The truth that couldn’t hide.

And I forgo assembling

To set my love aside.

You are more than carbon,

A memory I can feel.

A story never printed,

Something tangible and real.

Though your existence falters,

Between the dead and lies,

I will etch my heart around you,

And sing my sweet goodbyes.

1. We Will Become Silhouettes

Hello! I have "completed" my first poem for this project! I have to say it turned out way different than I had planned! 

When I first read the prompt, I thought of people walking away into the sunset. Then I figured it was a song title, so as I was searching for the song to listen too, I remembered the silhouettes that are left behind from victims of nuclear attacks. 

But that's what the song was about, and I didn't want to take their idea! So the gears in my head kept turning and I began to equate silhouettes with memories.

This poem takes you from Genesis to Revelation, the basic history (as I believe) of mankind. I hope you enjoy it!

~*~*~*~

We Will Become Silhouettes

6/4/2011

I took a stroll across the planes of time,

Saturated in brevity and dappled with delight.

I sampled the anecdotes of stories once breathed,

Listening to the memories falling like rain.

I sat with the first man, discovering his world,

Oh how his eyes grew when he laid them on her!

I wept as I followed them out into their tomb,

The whole world withering to the scent of perfume.

I skimmed over the treasure destroying itself,

With the fighting and biting and shrieking of lies.

I sighed as I watched them flogging their love,

Disappointment encroaching like the dark and the dusk.

I rejoiced with Heavens that day he was born,

The diamond amid the filth and the muck.

I watched as they scourged him for speaking the truth,

And smiled when their weapons were never enough.

I saw how the treasure began preening itself,

As gemstones emerged from the wreckage of life.

I shielded my eyes from the light ever growing,

My hope gaining power with each satellite.

Now my breath shall not waver, my heart never fail,

Like these stories unwinding and winding with time.

And we will become silhouettes, staining the sky,

Graffiti remembering a time once passed by.  

100 Poems

Hello, 

Welcome to my blog. My name is Magnolia Thade and I created this corner of the Internet to be a home for a special project I am starting. I stumbled upon a talented writer who created a list of 100 different Themes to write poetry about. I was enchanted by this list and felt compelled to test my skills with it. 

A normal poem takes me at most 10 minutes to write and I will rarely ever go back and proof read it again. My goal with this project is to slow myself down and actual savor the words I write, instead of letting my thoughts float away from me. I hope you will enjoy taking this journey with me, and I hope we can learn from each other. Feel free to [constructively] critique my work. 

For more on this project, see its original home at http://100-poem-project.blogspot.com/

The list of themes is as follows: 

<sub>1. We Will Become Silhouettes [ X ]
2. Carbon [ X ]
3. Pulchritude</sub> [ X ]
_{4. Tenuousness} [ X ]
_{5. South by southwest} [ X ]
_{6. Cold Mountain, North Carolina} [ X ]
_{7. Thunderstorms} [ X ]
_{8. Psalms} [ X ]
_{9. Asheville, NC} [ X ]
_{10. James Taylor} [  ]
_{11. North Carolina (in general)} [  ]
_{12. Particle physics} [  ]
_{13. Isaac Asimov} [  ]
_{14. Terraforming} [  ]
_{15. River of Lover} [  ]
_{16. Bogota} [  ]
_{17. Erinaceousness} [  ]
_{18. Virgil} [  ]
_{19. Zen Buddhism} [  ]
_{20. Voodoo} [  ]
_{21. the Arctic Circle} [  ]
_{22. Fairytales} [  ]
_{23. Leonardo da Vinci} [  ]
_{24. Dream transcription} [  ]
_{25. Sojourn/the Monomyth} [  ]
_{26. Herbalism} [  ]
_{27. King Arthur} [  ]
_{28. Gothic style} [  ]
_{29. Change} [  ]
_{30. Heirlooms} [  ]
_{31. Texture} [  ]
_{32. the Universe} [  ]
_{33. the 'Verse} [  ]
_{34. Quietness} [  ]
_{35. Immortality} [  ]
_{36. My Hands} [  ]
_{37. Famous Quotation} [  ]
_{38. Classical Composition} [  ]
_{39. Thunderbird} [  ]
_{40. Drowning} [  ]
_{41. Down to Earth} [  ]
_{42. Superfluidity} [  ]
_{43. Piezoelectric Surfaces} [  ]
_{44. Personhood} [  ]
_{45. Constellations} [  ]
_{46. Hitchhiking} [  ]
_{47. Hinduism} [  ]
_{48. Folklore} [  ]
_{49. History of Writing} [  ]
_{50. Weaving} [  ]
_{51. Bonfire} [  ]
_{52. Salt of the Earth} [  ]
_{53. Enigma} [  ]
_{54. Hermit} [  ]
_{55. Language} [  ]
_{56. Thought} [  ]
_{57. Cliff Diving} [  ]
_{58. Fear} [  ]
_{59. Boundaries} [  ]
_{60. Flightless Bird, American Mouth} [  ]
_{61. Soul} [  ]
_{62. Quartz Crystal} [  ]
_{63. Eclipse} [  ]
_{64. Python} [  ]
_{65. Steam} [  ]
_{66. Elementals} [  ]
_{67. Hippy} [  ]
_{68. Ice} [  ]
_{69. the Nine Muses} [  ]
_{70. Alice} [  ]
_{71. Technology and Humanity} [  ]
_{72. June flowers} [  ]
_{73. Frivolous} [  ]
_{74. Taoism} [  ]
_{75. Comers Rock, Virginia} [  ]
_{76. Black-Eyed Susans} [  ]
_{77. Where Our Destination Lies} [  ]
_{78. Sapience} [  ]
_{79. Good Omens} [  ]
_{80. Puzzle Pieces} [  ]
_{81. South African Tea} [  ]
_{82. Odysseus} [  ]
_{83. Hinduism} [  ]
_{84. Hermaphrodeities} [  ]
_{85. Barefoot} [  ]
_{86. Divination} [  ]
_{87. Grapefruit} [  ]
_{88. Rocks and Water} [  ]
_{89. Equinox} [  ]
_{90. Time} [  ]
_{91. Resurrection/Reincarnation} [  ]
_{92. Qualia} [  ]
_{93. Complexity from Simplicity (Emergence)} [  ]
_{94. Luck} [  ]
_{95. Satellite} [  ]
_{96. Magpie to the Morning} [  ]
_{97. Albert Einstein} [  ]
_{98. Death} [  ]
_{99. Vincent Van Gogh} [  ]
_{100. Cycle} [  ]